Sunday, August 23, 2009
We went for summer fest yesterday 22 Aug 2009! We went there early with Twiggy Dione Pudding and Netto! I met Netto online and this is the first time we've met. She is so young! haha... It was lucky we went early. Netto and Dione had to queue up for the tix so they didnt manage to get Haha we have got tickets so we went in early and managed to rent yukatas! These are those that we rented! XD Twiggy's yuukata is sooo pretty in the photo! Its supposed to be purple it looks blue in the pic >.<>.<>.<>.< Haha we took alot of nice photos, walked around the school played games, eaten sausages and mochi and icecream. Pudding ate curry rice XD We drank lots of drinks =) I bought a geta a hair cologne and a pouch =) I also did a temporary tatoo on my hand. Its a butterfly! XD
Wei de and Fuqi also came and met up with us. The photos are mostly taken by weide! XD He came with his sis haha. Met Peter Lai at the even too and also met shaun (pudding's friend) there too. It was a wonderful event. Very fun =) Although it was quite warm and im sweating alot. Went with fuqi and weide for macs and a cooling drink after that XD
Hopefully can ask all of them out again. I love the pics with our kimono. Twiggy and Pudding were so sporting! Haha our photos are so nice! XD
Hope to go again next year :)
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[~Mew Mew~]
11:03 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tiring day today. Went to teach at Changkat Changi Primary school guzheng today. My students were so much well behaved today, though still I probably still have to shout quite abit over the guzheng sound and my voice became hoarse due to that... Later went to school... Messaged pudding but she still havnt replied... Hopefully she'll reply soon.
Read HER(another her) blog today. I have never really been popular, I just happen to have made many hi-bye friends whom we never really talked... and im more or less the few who is being thrown in the dark in my group. Because I have no interests in becoming a particular fan for bands or groups and no particular shows which Im totally interested in, and nothing new has been happening in my life, I practically live a boring and mundane life and have pretty much nothing to talk about. Have nothing to talk about of my guzheng center or friends there cuz i dun really have much, nothing to talk about shows or movies cause I didnt really watch any yet. It is not I dont tell her anything, but I dont have anything interesting I can talk to her about. That is prob why I keep talking about my other group of friends with her instead though I still think it would probably sound uninteresting to her. I also talked about her and my previous school friends with my clique in SIM too. But I didnt think she'd look so hard on me sharing my school life with her. I wish I had something else besides school life which I could talk about and also make me happy ... Still trying to keep my smile on my face still but it is gradually falling off.
Many times I hoped I could find something I really liked like her. I have always loved chocolates, desserts, singing etc but it doesnt seem to be "discussable"... When she tells me about Arashi, I know nothing much about them. So I have nothing to respond to so generally I only took interest in the more funny parts that she said. But it is not like I didnt like her saying about Arashi. Because of her, I started to get to know this jap boy band and I have never disliked it. Didnt really got interested in it, like getting their information or watching their videos online (I dont do that for any other artistes too) but I do selectively listens to some of their good songs in the album and liked some of the shows that they acted in. Somehow I prefer her to broadcasts the songs she is listening to than she plugs the ear piece in her ears and lives in her own world... And it is not like I didnt want to meet up or anything... But I am horrible at planning anything and have totally no clue on where we should go or what we should do. So feel weird on calling her up and say "hey! lets meet up!" and dont know how to reply her when she says - "So? Where you want to go?"... Of course if I had something I wanted to do it would be so much easier then. But I dont have anything I needed to do for quite a while, so... Im just not that kind of person >.<>.<
Recently my memory keeps failing me. I keep forgetting lots of things and events and finds it hard to remember things as well. Guess my memory got worse again. Maybe should drink more pigs brain soup or something to that extent... Guess the fever burned off a part of my brain =\ Hopefully I can recover from that. Just received news that we will be organising a guzheng performance fundraising for the taiwan disaster. Need to learn a new song. Need to go back on fridays and saturdays... There goes one of my free day. Now I am only free on mondays which is used for studying purpose -_- I want to have a day off!!! X_X I should drink more tonic haha...
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[~Mew Mew~]
3:13 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Many things are happening around me and everything is passing so quickly. Got a part time job teaching guzheng at Changkat Primary School on wed & thurs afternoon, nights are schooling period, and my fyp started. Later got horribly sick MIA for quite awhile and I left many things undone. Even now, I still havnt really recovered. After an absence of one week, didnt want to hear more complaints so i had to return to my job even while im still unwell. Not really happy there though but can get experience and some pocket money. Also, I have to go shopping soon if not the complaints will be coming again... Anywayz... things are not really going smoothly recently.
There's this person which i never knew, keep spamming me with harrassment mails. Although I know they are just childish acts to gain attention, but one per day is just overboard, although I dont really read the emails and most of them just heads into junk folder... This person seems to stalk not only me but sends harrassment mails using my name to my friends or using their names to send to me as well. Hoping to gather all the mails sent, prob making a police report.
Anywayz, another issue of friendship which arose... I knew the issue has always been going on and i had no idea how to solve it. Hopefully can clear this up pretty soon.
There is a jap festival this saturday. Didnt know until some online friend asked me whether I had the time to accompany her. Just nice the festival fell in between two saturdays which I have performance. If not I will have to go in late at 830pm again like a year ago or worse still i cant even go. When I agreed to her, it appears she invited a bunch of people both of us also never met before as well. Guess its always good to know more people with similar interests? Was actually hoping to introduce them to my friends too. She appeared to be ok with it but it doesnt seem to be the case though... =\ Anyways, think weide is coming along too. Her sis is performing dancing and she managed to persuade him to go to the event haha guess can see her dance =)
Anyways, I guess this event brought about some misunderstanding between me and my friend =\ Hopefully can clear this up as well.
Anyway, I have read her blog and hopefully she knows I have. Recently, have been quite busy and I guess I have been neglecting my friends while handling and putting importance over many other things as she has pointed out. I agree I havnt been a person to show concern either through action or words and im not exactly outspoken... Most of the time I keep things to myself and increasingly more so recently, and I'm not a person of action or someone who takes the initiative to do things. And because of this I have upset her. Just want her to know that, she is someone who is most special to me and hope she can place more trust in me. I feel most comfortable around her than any other friends of mine and that is why I consider her my best friend. I guess one of the reasons I'm feeling distancing from her is probably because I started feeling like she looks down on me like im inferior or something and she doesnt place trust in me. Though I dont think that is the truth, but i cant help feeling that way myself. And also I think I didnt really know what she likes, since she only talks to me about Arashi and the jap shows... But instead I've got loads what she doesn't, and much more of "anything bah" than everything else... Also, She's gotten so pro in jap now that sometimes i dont really understand what she is trying to convey... We're now in different schools now and probably its because of the different lifestyle in our schools, I'm getting the feel like Im not really progressing compared to them. In our new environment, like her, I've met new friends too. Me and my SIM friends been going for outings and we seem to get along and are quite close but actually they and I are not exactly getting closer to each other... Probably really slowly, gradually and really abit by abit. I guess Im just not really suitable for making friends... =\ I believe the way to recover from this situation is to find a common understanding which we are supposed to have, and the passion and similar interests which we share then, which we seem to have lost now. Hopefully, I can get to get interested in what she is interested in now, clear up all misunderstandings and we can then recover from this hiccup in our relationship.
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[~Mew Mew~]
4:08 AM
We went for summer fest yesterday 22 Aug 2009! We went there early with Twiggy Dione Pudding and Netto! I met Netto online and this is the first time we've met. She is so young! haha... It was lucky we went early. Netto and Dione had to queue up for the tix so they didnt manage to get Haha we have got tickets so we went in early and managed to rent yukatas! These are those that we rented! XD Twiggy's yuukata is sooo pretty in the photo! Its supposed to be purple it looks blue in the pic >.<>.<>.<>.< Haha we took alot of nice photos, walked around the school played games, eaten sausages and mochi and icecream. Pudding ate curry rice XD We drank lots of drinks =) I bought a geta a hair cologne and a pouch =) I also did a temporary tatoo on my hand. Its a butterfly! XD
