[* ~Mew Mew Paradise~ *] ~ Where the light shines the brightest and darkness fades from your hearts...
Friday, January 16, 2009
Yay~ Handed up my assignment 1 le!!! And assignment 2 has 15 more days left ... T.T Arh... Helping to sub Maria Holic and Seto now and Maria Holic ep 1 done T.T But I still have ep2 and Seto sobsob what to do? haha Have to rush lor. Minky wants me to help be her backup subber/TL on her anime as well haha I think I have to finish everything first. Hmm All in all... quite busy.
Recently the weather's bad. Had a sore throat =( I don't fall sick that easily but this time the symptoms of illness came liao. But lucky I drink alot of water and I'm fine le. But my sore throat inflammation dunno how come worsen and spread and even my gums become inflammed... Gosh... Then after one day it swell up until the size of a peanut I cant even talk properly liao. Then its so pain I cant even eat T.T Have to contain the pain with panadol painkiller ... Anyways... I still have a good immunity haha I healed that giant peanut in just 2 days!
Nowadays have a very weird feeling... Sometimes I feel really down then the next moment I feel very happy and then after a while I start to feel lonely then later I will feel down again .... What unhealthy lifestyle this is... Many small things(sometimes big) happened recently and I'm starting to think back about my life and I'm not sure of what I really want. I'm still finding my goal in life and my aspiration. Everyday just passed like this and I'm still trying to find something to make my life more interesting... Cuz I'm starting to get a little bored already... Maybe I should start learning another instrument or take up a sport or something... Guzheng piano anime and drama has been keeping my life unboring until now and I hope it can continue lasting until I grow up some more... Now I really wished I have alot of time to go out, hang out with friends, go play with them and stuff... But its been busy. And lucky I'm busy... cuz I can forget the loneliness... How I wish my house wont be that empty everytime. Well at least I have a maid at home... If not it'll really be empty...
Wanted to input more stuff about how I'm feeling now but I think I should stop here >.< Okay see yas~