[* ~Mew Mew Paradise~ *] ~ Where the light shines the brightest and darkness fades from your hearts...
Friday, October 24, 2008
I made a difficult decision today. I didnt know how things would turn out but i think it is for the best for the future. Ive thought about it for very long and I always sweep it away from my mind whenever I get there. But to drag things longer would make it harder for me to decide in future. Everything is about choices. Of course it would be best to have all of the choices but life is not this way. Ive been choosing between these choices all this while and Ive decided on one.
Making a decision is something really difficult. But not to make one and leave it hanging would make me really irresponsible. Thats why Ive been thinking about it for so long. This is so that I would not regret it in the future. The only thing about me that im afraid now... is to be soft-hearted. I can still let it hang around for some more time and cling onto my priviledges and what I have now. But it would be again selfish for me to do that. I know I love my life now but it is probably not what I desire. I hope this decision would not only give me another chance to find what I actually desire and help me grow to be more mature in my way of thinking in future. I could probably think about it all over again for some more time... But it would probably end up at the same point. To all those who do not support my decision. Im so sorry.
